I don’t really care what you think about me because it’s guaranteed that you’ll never be able to hate me more than I hate myself, so go ahead.” Deaun’s house was exactly as he remembered, apart from the tell-tale signs of a party sprawled across the grass. The manicured lawn a perfect square cut hedges would have shown just how rich her family was even if the house wasn’t basically a small mansion.

It had been three years and Jisung was still in love with his best friend. Except Tommy wasn’t his best friend anymore, because all that Jisung had done was run and break his heart. Minho turned his glare to the Silver Hair. Why was he looking for him? If Silver Hair was uncomfortable under Minho’s gaze he was very good at hiding it. Minho didn’t like drinking; he was unpredictable enough as it was, he didn’t need a substance to make him more of a monster.

Jisung was stunning, the light from the TV lighting up the shimmer of sweat along his cheekbones, and if Minho didn’t hate him, Minho might have liked him. Liked him, liked him. Maybe you feel hatred toward an institution that failed you. For example, if you were in a natural disaster, you may feel angry at the government or aid agencies that didn’t provide the kind of help that you needed. Minho pretended that he hadn’t seen the way Jisung’s eyes had dropped to the ground. Minho pretended that his hadn’t too. Ideological differences aren’t always because of maliciousness, though. Sometimes they are just the result of ignorance. For example, there are plenty of rural, white communities all over America where no people of color live. Or, if they do, only one or two families may live there. It’s not unusual for white folks from these communities to change their views when they go to college or move to a different city. They can actually meet different people and see past the rhetoric and BS that the actual racists in these communities push. Did you ever stop to think that even if I am a monster, I might be your soulmate anyway?”― Julie Johnson, Erasing Faith

It was one of those lazy days when time seemed irrelevant. The only thing that was important was Jisung, Tommy and the endless sky. Chan stopped him just outside the front door. He put his arm across Minho’s chest to stop him walking and waited until the others had entered and were out of earshot. Everyone here loved him. A crowd filled the room, and the party became Jisung’s personal concert. At some point, a boy with silver hair screamed, We have to actually ask him still Dingbat,” Felix said. He looked over at Minho’s table and Jisung followed his gaze. Minho sat alone on the floor. The sunlight through the window faded as the afternoon became evening. It could have been peaceful, but the impending darkness was suffocating.My bike,” Jisung’s voice slurred, he sounded distressed. “the fence.” He waved the key around in Minho’s face. These quotes delve into what it’s like when you hate yourself. They aim to help you understand these difficult feelings and, perhaps, find a path toward self-compassion. We’ve already touched on socioeconomic factors; let’s look at something more personal. Jealousy and envy of the qualities of other people may be the cause of your dislike and hatred of them. Perhaps it’s someone who is better looking than you, smarter than you, or has some other qualities that make you see that person as somehow superior to you. You may perceive them as a jerk, even if they’re not, because your own anger and judgment are causing you to pigeonhole that person into your perception of who they are. Envy and jealousy add nothing to your life and only serve to rob you of peace and happiness. Hate is a deep emotion that can poison your soul and pollute your spirit. If you’ve hated in your life, then you absolutely know how exhausting it can be. It weakens you emotionally and affects your body organs as well as natural processes.