His Scarred Luna

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I sat there until stars twinkled above me and the moon cast an eery glow across the forest. I had to face them at some point. With a few pitiful whimpers, I slowly forced myself off the muddy ground and brushed my clothes off. My trek home was long, painful, and allowed me time to prepare for the worst. I grab a cookie and start biting into it, with a mouthful of cookie, “You can but today is mating day and you’re not usually home.”

Smiling at him, I don’t hug Richard, I always feel awkward, but I gave him one but by the look on his face, he was as surprised as I was.

I notice that he has a few guys with him which are the sons of our Beta and 3 girls that are following them like lost puppies, humans. I kiss her on the cheek and tell her that I need to get ready for the function, she then carries on baking. He is," I nodded agreement, watching as Slate yawned and pulled his little hands up under his chin, curling into himself in his blue, fleece cocoon. I sit there listening to Keith drone on and on about ‘mate day’ when something cold falls over my head. I see it dripping down onto my tray and see it’s milk. I pushed myself to run faster than I'd ever run before. My lungs burned and my heart was pounding against my rib cage but I refused to stop, I couldn't, if I did the pain would catch up with me. I ran even deeper into the forest, I couldn't stop, I couldn't.

Lana was shorter than me, so when she fully turned into my hug, the top of her head came to my chin, she looked up, “Are you sure your 16?” Today, 10 years ago, I lost my family, my world and my childhood all in one day and that pisses me off, it’s like I have this anger bottled up inside me 24/7 and the only release I get is when I’m sparring with Beta Mathew. He gives me a big grin, thinking I just gave him the biggest ego boost, “oh wait, you don’t have one.”Also in front of the bed, there was an ensuite bathroom that Richard had made for me because Lana said that every girl needs her bathroom. He stands up and gives me a stern look, "Didn't do anything? You lied to your Alpha and Beta. Plus, sometime in the field may push your shift.”

Bowing my head, “I thought if I told you the truth, then you would have to punish him and that would shame you Alpha.” I sank down in the cool moss, leaning against the tree for support. I couldn't face anyone. How would my mother react? The alpha....what would he do when he found out? I wasn't supposed to associate with Ryan. He would blame it on me.. Richard is openly crying, “You are wonderful, you know that? Your parents would be so proud of you.”The only one who couldn't seem to get over the incident was Hazel, she was fourteen and still struggled with the nightmares. It was not uncommon for Grey and me to wake up to her crawling in bed with us. All the walls were painted cream and on the wall, there was a large gold circular mirror and underneath it, there was a white vanity table with various perfumes and makeup, which I don’t use.

Wh-what do you want?", I tried to make my voice strong but failed miserably, as my anxiety took over. After my parents death I ended up going to Keith’s family. Both the Alpha and Beta welcomed me into their homes but it would have been too difficult to live with them. Knowing that my parents died for them and their family, I would never been able to look them in the face without blaming them everyday but at the same time I know that my parents died in the line of duty and for any werewolf, that was the greatest honour. And please don't forget that Megan is coming over tonight, so no gross make out sessions around the house!!" She yelled causing me to burst out laughing. Mom, stop standing there watching me! It's majorly creepy!" She groaned spinning in her vanity chair so that she was facing me.I....I..In..Infinity...Bl..Blade...re...reject..you...alph.", I broke down, knowing I wasn't strong enough to reject him. I couldn't do it again, though. I would not let myself become trapped in another abusive relationship. A feral growl escaped his lips as he stormed over to me. His footsteps echoing throughout the office. "You will accept me", he growled lowly in my ear as he pressed his body flush against mine. I felt myself begin to tremble under him as I lowered my head in submission. I finally did stop, in the middle of the woods, but not because I was out of breath, or because of pain; but because I could no longer push down the bile that kept rising. It burned as it forced its way out of my mouth. I remember my childhood before my parents had past away, it was wonderful and there’s nothing in the world that can replace the love I had felt in those years. As much as I love Richard and Lana, they could never replace my parents, they could never give me that same happiness I had with my parents and I was ok with that because I’ve learned to live in a world where I know I won’t get that happiness again, where I will get heartbreak and pain because that’s all I’ve known since I lost my parents and that’s all I will ever know. He starts laughing and this is one of his full hearty laughs, “Must be the approaching full moon and the fact that its mating day today.”